Still here. somebody shoot me

Have i complained enough yet?? because right now fro the 3rd time since i'e been here my stepfather has locked us in the basement. i swear

Disfunction knows no bounds

Apparently my brother (the good one) is back in prison. It seems his aunt who he was staying with when he got released has been running credit card schemes for years. she got my brother involved, he got caught and he's mother yes his aunt's sister (who was fully aware of what her sister was doing) is pissed off at my father of all people becasue he's trying get some details and find my brother a lawyer.

You all know how i feel about my father so the fact that i'm actually on his side means this must be some levels of hell freezing over. no wonder its so damn cold.

Moving forward, I'll always have my memories

Nana died last week Thursday. I was on the phone and now i don't recall with who, but my mom beeped in on the call waiting sobbed said just that one line and hung up. I collapsed into a ball on my bedroom floor and just sat there till i had enough composure to call hellish K. I gave her my list of who to contact for me and then i cried myself to sleep. Me and C1 caught a flight up here on Sunday afternoon, and the funeral was Tuesday. Looking back its amazing how much work you can get accomplished when your trying to keep busy instead of grieving.

C1 came with me to the wake and funeral but nothing else. (death as taught me 2 new words, interment & repast) I sent her to spend the rest of her day with my other grandma, the one i went to the beach with just last month. After the madhouse at my Nana's house. I swear i really do hate my family and the way some of them attempting to ransack her house and take her stuff. They all went home buy Thursday and I'm still here till the end of this week. My mom has her good and bad days, today was her birthday and yesterday while at dinner with her husband she broke down when she realized her mom wouldn't send her a birthday card for the first time. But all in all we are doing ok. I'll miss my Nana forever we only fought because we loved each other so much.

Sun, Surf, Shopping and Relatives oh my!

Just got back the beach yall. Wow did i really just write yall? I've been living here entirely too long. Well this memorial day weekend Oh the request of my beloved grandmother i loaded up the car and me and the kid made our annual trek down to myrtle beach. I got to my grandma's place before her thats in no part to my aunt whom I loathe. She calls me complaining beucase she got my grandmother to rent a suv for the time we are at the beach and she either booked a Jeep Liberty or they ran out of cars. I never got an exact explanation other then she was even more upset that when she got from Charleston tot he beach they didn't have any suv's left. Hmm its memorial day weekend and its happens to be the tail end of bike week ya think?

I only stayed till Tuesday due to the fact that in this wretched state i have to renew my drivers license in person well that and the fact my craptastic job give me very little vacation time. I couldn't afford to go without pay. C1 had fun, i did some back to school shopping, (hey the kid goes to year-round school and it starts in July) and i only fought with my aunt twice. That has to be a record. I was a bit disappointed that all my attempts to met up with my friend Mike didn't work out to well and a phone call from my ex followed my the service by the most forgetful waitress in the world during my grandmother's birthday dinner was making for a long LONG day.

On a side note in my rush to get ready for the beach the girl in t e nail salon painted my toes a bright fire engine red with gold sparkles. Looks cute though.